Forgiven

~Reward-ing Day~

2010-02-07T07:44:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a fun, exciting and tiring moment for all of us~

When to SGGS for rehearsal in the afternoon, but need to wait them to finish their AGM~~
Learn another lyrical cheoreo, its a new 1; kinda like that then the other 2, which is more challenging as you know, i had difficulties in coping with feelings and stuff, WHICH is required for this kind of dance~

The afternoon heat was unbare-a-ble!!!! Parked my bike under the hood but heat can be felt thru it! Jesus~ I wonder how high will the temperature sore up next week during the CNY days, i'm sure its gonna be way lot hotter!! >.<"

And summore the jam! Start jam from GH all the way till Greenlane McD, can you imagine that?! If i were in the car, i'm gonna curse like hell~ *luckily i'm not~* My sis finish school @ 12, ended up @ home around ~4pm. About 4 hours in the JAM! this is stupid! PG is such a small island, where did all the cars coming from?! @.@

That evening was THE moment~

Grammy's of the other kind; ISTD RESULS!!! Modern and Jazz~

To our suprise, all of us *the four that go into the room together; Me, Christine, Tracy, and Sharon* all got DISTINCTION!!! woohoo!! Maybe becoz of the examiner? =p

But anyway CONGRATULATUOANS!!!

~The whole family~

This may me wanna aim higher and work harder this year~

Ok, so my new 2010 resolutions ARE

1. Get into a permanent position *job*

2. Achieve 3 DISTINCTION!! *RAD Ballet, ISTD Modern and Jazz*

3. Improve on dance technique and knowledge

4. Inspire people on stage! XD (scretch~)

The last goal is going to be~ in a million years time~ XDD

~Market~

2010-01-24T13:54:00.002+08:00

~When back to the place where i'd lived for my first few years in this world, everything changed~

Must have guess-ing whats that statement had to do on whats coming up later...
This morning i'd went back to a morning market, which my granny ex-house is located~

Lots of memories when being there, especially in the market place where i'm able to just grab whatever, and i do mean WHATEVER i wanted for breakfast, and my granny will pay them later... XD

Granny ex-House [Currently become shoplot T.T]

The whole market place had been expand to a long stretch; really pity the people who are living there. Cars are everywhere!

But luckily the food there is still nice, and the "Koay Kak" uncle still sell-ing! My fav breakfast when i'm small. Rmb i used to buy eggs from the egg vendor and pass it to him *save a few cents! :))*

Walking around the market required skills; crab walking is advisable! I think you get the picture how crowded it is~ and its hot too! *only when the sun shines, but today IS nice, most of the time the sun is block by the clouds!*

Mum bought Sea Cucumber! 50 bucks for 1KG~ Slimy stuff, to be cook in CNY! *not going back to dad's hometown this year! weee! finally got to celebrate in PG! =p*

That's all peeps! :D

After class~

2010-01-21T22:44:00.002+08:00

Wat a class....

Reach ALP early 2day, and practiced some of the exercises; definitely need them.
Notice that my pirouettes, especially the right side, my right leg keep overcross... >.<
and etc. etc.

In class, went thru mostly Character exercise; Pivot turn and half-break, hollowback (?), step toe heel and gallop, and another one i forgot whats it called.

- Improved on half-break as i'm able to click most of the time compare to few weeks back, pivot turn also getting better, at least able to turn in a small area.... hehhe....
- Hollowback is my nightmare now, when added in the hand and head movement; coordination totaly flew to Holand.... >.<
- Step toe heel still ok. but still have some room for improvement
- last exercise, maybe too tired or get bored waiting, i donno, i'm not able to do it..... IT WORST THEN LAST TIME!!!! Damn.... no comments here.... ~.~"

Overall, gave myself 50% today!
The other 50% been deducted due to:-
- no 100% concentration
- improvement on body coordination
- ATTITUDE! *if can't change others, change yourselves!* <- don't recall whose quote

~KL "Men In Tutus" Trip~

2010-01-19T18:18:00.003+08:00

its 2 days after the show and it still in my memory.

Saturday, Morning~
Its THE day of the trip, can't sleep and wake up HORRIBLY early: 4+am
Maybe to excited about the whole thing and my mind refused to go into Hibernation Mode. >.<
Woke up, check mail, surf net to waste some time until its time for breakfast...

Went all the way down town to eat Roti Canai; just by "si hong lau", which meant prison in hokkien, of coz its not functioning now. Its been some time since tat, the "kuah" is what made me go back, and back and back. ^^ Just notice, the mutton is not bad ler, not hard, just nice to chew on....

After that go down Abu Siti Lane for some "parkour" action. Of coz not the real thing, its the "Mirror Edge" game, which i'm seems to addicted to recently. then balik to pack some stuff and nap.

Saturday, Evening~
Its finally time, Chea Ying is driving. Meet KB and Tracy @ Tesco, also went to buy some tidbits. Pick up Snow, her daughter and Jason. Stop by Ipoh for Vegetarian Dinner, talking about that the dinner is good! totally recommended to all Vege Lovers.

The whole way down to KL, me and Chea Ying keep on gossip-ing, about work, dance, and other stuff, which make the journey actually quite fun. Time quickly pass due to that. ^^

Reach Florance hse @ PJ quite late, after settle down, got welcomed by Benji and Chacha! Cute chihuahua type of dogs, looks like a fur-ball for afar.

Sunday, Morning~
Went to Snow uncle hse to collect a bigger car, so its easier for us to travel together. But had to wait for quite some time for tat, as her uncle took the car for a bath. =p

Anyway, we reach KLPac quite early. I'm a little surprise to know that its located deep in "dense" greens. But then, the environment there is very relaxing, full of artistic feel too.

Anyway, the main event of the day is TIS

Although its not as full as i thought, but the seats are occupied 60+%, quite a nice response as the last day. ^^
The "Mens" performed 4 different ballet scenes taken from various big hit, among them Tarantella and Swan Lake, 2nd Act *thats what i can rmb, the others are tongue-tied names* They are AMAZING!!! Jumps and land on POINTE, ya on POINTE!! ouch! See-ing them did that make my toes feel the pain. >.< The turns, jumps.... WOW is the word...

Of coz, the sense of humor is the main attraction here, and its NEVER-ENDING!! Chea Ying had a stiff cheek during the Interval. XDD

Overall, it ++ my impression on what Ballet meant. It not only showcase graceful line, controlled movement, but also had a twist of fun into it, which i think would be able to attract more people into it if wide spread. People had their mind set narrowed and fixed on what Ballerinas should do and Ballerinos are...

Sunday, Evening~
Went to Petaling Street for dinner, and some shopping, but no really anything to shop. Handbags, watches, some T-shirts, Shoes are all the merchandise there. But of coz, some snacks as well. Nothing that interest me, except those snacks... XD

Dinner @ on of the cafe, a backyard lane to be exact, but the food is good.

After that, all were exhausted. But we *me and Chea Ying* still chit chat-ing all the way back... never thought of i'm able to talk tat much... XD

Reach home late into the night~~

Looking forward to the next TRIP!!! WOOHOO!!! XD

Marriage~~ Part 2

2010-01-10T01:41:00.003+08:00

Now i'm on a bloggin spree... haha...

After the morning church services, i went for a movie.
"Cirque de Freak" to be exact, its just a okok movie, with no so good ending.
Maybe there's will be Chapter 2 in the series, like Harry Potter series, as its derived from a novel too, who knows.

Back and pack some stuff and off I go to modern class before another wedding treat from the same couple in the morning services! ^^
ALWAYS remember to pack ahead!!!!! I forgot all about their gifts which i had prepared weeks ahead, only recall when xtine reach SP. >.< Luckily that nice girl borrow me her car to drive back else.... God knows. Its a soo sooo coincident that me and xtine bought THE same wrapping paper, on THE same week but different day..... =.=" hope the presents are not the same else..... God knows. XD Food was ok, but hadnt been able to take much as going to perform for the love birds, *the food are HOT and SPICY!! and i do mean SPICY!*

the dance when okok.... but several mistake made.... haiz... *blame on lack of rehearsal! onli 3~4* luckily the crowd likes it. There's even a guy gave me positive comments when i'm going to my changing room... XD Play around, dance around, jokes around, thats about it... but all this are circle around our main char: the Mr & Mrs *you know who*, and it should be as this will be a memories which they will cherish for life!!

Random-ish again... XD

Marriage~~

2010-01-09T16:00:00.007+08:00

Wedding ceremony, i guess when chinese hear this the first thought will be, its gonna be a feast! *niece, nephew* wow, angpaus!
*the husband* what will the "sisters" make me do before let me in the door? T.T
and etc. etc...

But today i attended something different; no food, no need RM999999 angpau to enter the door and no rushing.... but quite a relaxing atmosphere where the couples get to tie their lifetime knots together, under the witness of Christ.

Its all a different experience altogether; the singing, the speech by the Father, the blessings from family, relatives and friends. Personally, I would prefer these settings over conventional Chinese wedding; more casual, friendly... =p

The ceremony lasted 2 hours or less, with the bridegroom waiting for the arrival of the bride to the Ring Exchange Ceremony, and signing on some documents *I dont know what their are called =p*

Ok, not much description i can pour out, but its a good spiritual experience for me, witnessing two individual get along together "till death put them apart" *that's the only phrase i can recalled, haha*

Some random picts taken, before the ceremony. None during and after... haha....

2010-01-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

REVIVED!!!!

Someone pulled it out from the graveyard, cleaned the spider webs to make it sparkling new.... =p

Anyway, i'm back in business. XD
Ok, enough of all those craps,
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But i'd no idea what to add...... >.<

Fine... bye then.... XDD

2009-08-30T06:40:00.002+08:00

Hi blog, 1 post to revive you for a week....

Thoughts of people come and go were flying in and out of my mind the whole night after an event yesterday, after knowing someone that i care will going be going aboard to pursue her dreams and finally had blessing from an important person in her life on supporting her to walk down this narrow, and difficult path....

I think a lot, and my feeling is in sync with it, told me the same info that i avoided since the first incident which happened 4years back. I am trying very hard not to think about it but it somehow come in, hunting me....

Although my great buddy to advise and insist that i should not miss the opportunity again, but can i really grab this, am i capable... Unlimited flow of questions, coming out without seeing an end for it....

Maybe i'm just stupid, cause i'm about the repeat the same mistake i did back then... but the phobia, seems greater then the Great Wall of China, which i truly hope it can be broken down like Berlin Wall... the sight is nowhere to be seen....

God, please do enlighten me on the correct action to be taken.....

2009-01-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

this chinese new year.. is kinda fun...
start the journey back at saturday morning...
where Genting is the first stop...

Glad to say is tat, my dad let me drive 1/3 of the journey back... ^^
seems like he starting to share his burden of the long driving hours to me d...
donno it is something to be happy about, or sad...

reach there around noon, and the weather is COLD!
its about sub 20 degrees....
maybe its normal for others, but its definately cold for me...
maybe i dont hv the fat to keep me warm... hehe... no offense to those who are bigger in size...

after settle down in the room and so on, we go out....
as usual walk around the complex, sight seeing and my sister do some shopping...
i seen some nice jeans like pants, its white in colour...
wanted to buy but... hehe... pocket dont hv enuff $$... =p

then, i follow my dad to the casino.... place where few years back my dad win quite a lot... ^^
i dreamt abt tat trip thou.. hehe... to imaginative...

however, my dad do gv me some $$ to play around...
seen quite a lot of kind of games...
from wat i learnt, the casino side nvr losses... *ahem* propobility *ahem*
but seems like a lot of ppl are addicted to gambling.... most chineses....
i was shock on how big amount of $$ they put in each round.... @.@
i seen one guy put 1000+ in one round.... luckily he won, if not...

played a little, help my dad won a little back, which he obviously lost... XD
then he gave me some "allowance $$".... hehe....

after tat, when back room to rest and later dinner, then continue the walk and go back room to slp...

basically the next day is also the same.. ^^

ok, the first day back at my granny hse...
received a warm welcome from cousins and my uncle and aunty...
the dinner was fantastic!!!

even thou food back in penang was famous throughout m'sia...
but the food my aunt prepared, cant eat it outside... the trip specialty...
which is one of wat i'm anticipating for this trip... XD

other then tat... nth d... =p

today is the second day of CNY, many relatives came to gather in this hse....
its damn crowded and fun... especially when its time to gv out "angpau" XD
every youngters rush in and greet the elderly.... laughter can be heard from miles away...
its one of those unique experiences for huge families....

meet and talk, chat and eat....
for me... i do the listening and laughing onli.... hehe...
can go in the conversation....
u can say not used to it or anything.... =p

but hell, at night i kept dreamt abt one person... *ahem*
donno its a good sign or not.... hope its a good 1....
it make me keep thinking of infinate possibilities abt tat...
better not disclouse it... else s'one will use tat to att me when i'm back home... =p

tonight all the my uncles will gather here again...
a beer party... thats wat i heard...

will be back to penang tmr!!
anticipating all my frenz there!! hehe....
all for now.. chaoz!!!

last but not least.... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

2009-01-02T08:07:00.002+08:00

Relationships, Feelings~

It was few years back since i had that feeling towards someone.
It was not as strong but it still there.

But the previous relationship that still haunt me prevent me from continuing pursue the new relationship.
Cowardly? Yeah i think so...
The heartbreaking time was ...
That time i had academic stuff to keep me occupied, and i isolated myself from the world for months...
But finally recover after seeing some show, make me realise about things...
"Those that are yours will be yours"
Life short, why life in some miserable and pass memory... It 'kills' you!
Although some times, memory of her still pop up here and there...

It been happy and fun to be with her, my smiles seems to be like drawn on the face which cant be cleared.
The motivation of doing things also... like drank some 'Red Bull' like drink...
It sad to see when during some dinner trip, she the one who got food poisoning and miss out all the fun in the eve... >.<

My frenz also think i should go...
Sometimes my parents also misunderstand, coz i met her very frequently...

I dont know..... I really dont know....

2009-01-02T08:05:00.001+08:00

Recap of 2008

Its been a wild wild year. Lots of turnover and life changing? I'm not too sure about it.
But definitely one of the most memorable year in my 21 years of living in this world.

College~
Course wise, Lecturer wise, Struggle of scoring and stuff has been and always will be part of a student life.
This is no exception to me too.

Conflict between lecturers, classmates previews how life will be during the working days in the near distance future.

However, there are those fun, happy moments to be kept and store in my memories.
Classmates that are a help, add laughter and kept all of us occupied.

Thanks guys and girls!

Dance~
Received result for the Jazz Award, a distinction, which is nice. ^^
Go around dancing in events with the Jazz class friends are FUUUUUN!
Pity Jeoy had to quit, she is a nice frenz and a good dancer...
One of the gadget preparation girl...
Remembered the Distard Stamford Prom, she came up with a few Minny Mouse like ribbons in the 1~2 hours time before that performance.
Kudos is all i can say.
Keep in contact mate!

Christine back in action. Due to the terrible admin flaws in Aussy education.
Went to Aussy, thinking of pursuing further on her passion on dance, but ended up nothing.
Now investigation is still going on, period = 8 mths down from the incident.
Anyway she continue with us for the Silver exam, which is down to 4 of us this year.
Also did discover that she has a HUGE, and i do mean HUGE circle of frenz...
Anywhere she went she will be like, "that's is my ... ... frenz"... kinda envy... hehe...
A very active girl, but due to the injuries sustained, caused her to stop 70~80% of her activities...

Been thru few performance this year, the one in Penang Hill is sure to be one of the unique ones.
Performing by on the hill, you can see the mist gushed up by the wind, a natural back stage scene...
The major down side was the uneven stage floor, other then that its perfect! Nice crowded too... ^^

Will be starting ballet next year too... Ya, BALLET!! hehe...
The discussion is made for quite some time and the chance is there for me to continue and refine my skills...
Tested on the graded class... Its hard, the children are good!
Goin to take the exam next year, hope for the best!!

Joined PSSDC'08, the preparation, the rehearsal, the competition was a chalanging experience for me...
It a nice 1 too, meet new frenz and met up with some online frenz...
And i get to identify the area which i need improvement, which i will do in the coming months!
Will be joining back if possible next year, to see measure how i've done for the year...

Frenz~
Meet a lot of them recently, those that i still remember and those that still remember me but i don't. XD
One of them was at Ms Ceryl birthday party. Got updates on those mainly primary mates, and some secondary ones.
One of them is Mei Fen, one popular girl during the secondary time within CL scouts, and i had the chance of getting to noe her then.
But surprisingly, she was one of my primary mates! Although i dont really recall, but she do confirm tat fact...
She also do notice my present in the scout days too! ^^
Woman memories is superb, i must say...

Also met up with some girls from Talents Camp tat time... its been 5~6 yrs seem we met...
Luckily topic of conversation is still there...
Hwee Khei still havent change, the violent nature is still there. Been her victim for like within 1 hour we met.
Caryn look more mature (older, XDD) , after being thru quite a lot of stuff in life recently...

Club~
I havent been a club guy, and my close frenz do noe it.
But this year, especially the last month of the year, i was like goin to for 2 weeks in a row...
Which was a hard to see this in my previous days...
I even got DRUNK! >.< not totally, but nearly...
But its fun~

First one with Christine and the PSSDC '08 gang and some frenz... this was not a drinking one but dance...
Sweat all round in the crappy space in the dance floor, but all of us do enjoyed it...
There was some drama goin on, but luckily no blood was shed...

Second one was after the birthday party, this is where i got DRUNK!
Those mates open 4 bottles of liquor and drink bottom up every single time...
Few of us do drink a lot, including me... hehe...
Meet some primary guys there too... and some HSC mates...
It was fun, but in the different way as the previous 1...
But if there's an option, i would opt for the first one, thats more to my taste...

Conclusion~
This round up my year of 2008, when flash back, it seems short. Time flies, thats wat i can say...

Note: Pics and Vids can be seen at my Facebook, search for my name lo... ^^

2008-11-22T13:46:00.002+08:00

wah!!!! its super tired!!

Juz finish the 2 hour duration Grade 4 Ballet Class....
Its is totally different from the Adult Class I been joining since 3 months....
ITS TOTALLY DIFFERENT!!
For the first hour, its all ballet exercises CONTINUOUSLY!!
I was blank for the whole class, only can do a few.... >.< so embarrass...
FYI, the students attending the class is around primary sch to max secondary sch....
I'm at least 8~10 yrs older.... >.<

Now my leg muscles are sore and no energy.... I fear later at night i dont have the energy to continue the Jazz Class....

Few days also been rough, especially last night...
Been editing some more songs, one of those is from Christine's frenz...
The song is nice... but i still dont know the name...
I mixed with Church - T Pain... I think the combination was quite ok....
Haiz.... because of that... the song has been "ghosting" me for the whole night....
Whole head full of choreography and the song is ringing just next to my ear.....
That make me night a real nightmare.... you can say i haven't actually sleep at all last night....

My eye bags was HUGE in the morning! >.<

Tomorrow will be another busy day, rehearsal at BM, continue by performance at PISA not long later...
Maybe at night will be the Team first meeting...
But that need their confirmation first lo....

Sticky body... Tired... Going for a bath then a good nap is required!!! ^^
K guys... until now ler....
Chaoz!!

2008-11-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

quite some number of events happened from the last post till now and here goes....

Friday~
Its finally the DAY for the performance. Quite scare at first since it was a LONG time since the last commercial performance. Its not like charity show where errors can be tolerated. Ok, you should get the picture...

Slept till to late morning because the last night going to bed late ( went to Li Chang Birthday directly after rehearsal ). After resting a while, off i go for a hair cut. As this shows was all about 60s ~70s period of time, the hair styles also was those Elvis Presley, John Travolta period. At first the female hairstylist seems to know what i wanted, but it seems she didnt... donno what she been thinking all the way... luckily there's a guy stylist who is better came to fix the mess. Finally it turn out ok, it sure look good on me... ( I think )

Then off i go, waiting for Christine to drive but pity girl, she had diarrhea for whole day. So i'm the 1 driving ( which is actually my mom ) to ALP and Ms Janice fetch us from there.

Reach there quite early, Chia Ying, Andrea and Jim Wah was already there. Then we run thru the stage once and go backstage. Waited for the changing room to be available and guess what CCTV in changing room??!! Luckily they had solved it. Changed in costume, make up (boyz only need to apply foundation and some lip gloss will do.... no more heavy stage makeup like those few years back... XD)

Run thru and waited for our turn its a long time, 1 hour after each item... >.<
Crapping around and laughter never stops thanks to Sam, CY and JW....

About the dance, all went well, Candyman carrying part improved. Grease last post had a little problem, hooked on Andrea leg (donno why) but its minor. Then the last dance, everyone flattened, maybe because of the long wait.

Food was not good at all, all portions left was a lot, almost 1/2 or more untouch ( imagine that
) however desserts was good, especially the cakes and the ice cream.

For more coverage on the Dance Performance, visit Andrea's Blog, she had more photos...

Saturday~
It was exhausting, even rest throughout the day. During the Jazz class, it seems like something is blocking and can put 100% effort... >.< maybe the night before slept too late....

And Christine is planning to join the dance competition organized by Danzity in collaboration of their iDance Campaign, she found another 3 girls and me, another guy cant join because of some reasons. >.<
I dont have friends that dance, thus i guess i'll the the only guy in the team... It's going to be WEIRD!!!! haiz... need to crack head later for the chereography....

Going to a musical performance this Saturday, organized by Priscilla Ballet Acedamy. Sydney dance trope is performing, cant wait... But i heard that attending these kind of event required to wear formal attire... is it true??? if so i need to get my tie tomorrow... >.< need to spend again....

Anyway Christine's family is driving ( XD save the trouble of looking for parking as it going to be jammed), i think i'll join them... if no changes ler....

Today saw the reply by iDance, was pretty shocked actually. Anyway thanks for dropping by...
Until then, BYES~~

2008-11-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

its been late, and it will be for the next few days...

Exams~
Currently all exams had passed.
College exam for the subject RF Design was a ... the allocated was totally insufficient.
2 hours for 4 Q with the sub Q with it, and almost 50% of it is narrative type of answer...
Even the first Q for the Smith Chart took me ~45 mins to complete...

Luckily i'm able to complete all the Qs that I KNOW in time...
Others, lets pray....

Few days after college exam was my Silver Jazz Award.
Rehearsal when on good, just a part in the dance which i always forget how to do...
The examiner this year was Ms Richardson, she is a nice and friendly person, tried to make the atmosphere as relaxed as possible so we don't tense up...
Chia Ying was the 1 responsible for the music playing. I donno why but she keep on smiling and signaling unknown sign for us. Maybe she mean to travel further or etc.?? Not sure...

All exercise (I think) went by quite good, Ms Richardson do gave positive comments for all of us.
Dance part is where i screw s'things up. I mess up some of the parts and my head keep looking down during the messed up parts, i think she would have noticed it...
So here goes my scores.... Haiz.... T.T

Wish all of us will get high marks went the result come out.... anytime near Mar next year....

Daily Life~
Its holiday.... thus nothing special except for no more extra travelling to college to attend class...

Rehearsal~
Rehearsal is tough, preparation are all done on last minute AGAIN...
Luckily male dancers costumes are easy.... ^^ no sewing, extra accesories, etc.

But poor Tracy and Chantini, both injured; Tracy just after the Silver Exam with knee problems, and Chantini just this morning with sprankled ankle i heard.
So Chia Ying and Christine need to make up for the affected dance, Candyman...
They are pro, learn the steps from scrach within an hour but polish is needed to make the steps and timing more accurate...

One funny thing thou, last night during the supper trip with Curly, he do mention to me about Ah Nam bday party which i missed last Saturday because of the Silver Exam rehearsal. He thought i'm not going because i'm feeling "kam kai" due to the fact that, his current gf was the one i broke off few weeks after the KL trip together with him.

At first i do felt a little anger about this, how can you do that when you already knew she was my gf? But after thinking, it was my fault. Reason... better not talk about. Now i'm happy that she with the lucky guy i knew who can give her all she needs.

Why do he think that way??

Woot, its a long 1 this time....
Though no one is reading but i'm will still continue adding....

Until then.... Nitez.....

2008-10-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

dont have the time nor mood to blog for a while till now....
lots of thoughts came to mind after the rehearsal just now...

Saturday~
its a normal Saturday where we attend class and go computer lab to do RF simulations.
today, we were suppose to finish of the last part of the theory part of the syllabus and later in the lab, finalize the LNA report which we going to submit by next week.

however, no one seems to be in the mood of doing report after about 30 mins, when one of my classmate start play DoTA on the lab computer. after a while, i also join in, coz i left the last part of the report to be completed later. to my amazement, my lecturer also join in the crazy act. XD
hard to imagine huh... hehe..
we was screaming here and there, and our lecturer keep "feeding" the computer.... we lost terribly but its fun... XD
another batch which didnt not join us, watch movie...

the whole lab session become like cyber cafe environment.
screaming can be heard, laugh and anger...
wanted to laugh on when recalling....

anyway, the fun was over the sudden error pop out and the game was off...
its was about time too, thus we packed. ^^

the afternoon was the same, rest and continue on with my dance class...
the new girl that came last week didnt turn up, guess she didnt join us....
the dance is full of drama.. ^^
silver was good, everyone do improve, especially the few eights of the dance we cheoreograph ourselves.
i forget some of it, but overall it came out...
other was good, Christine did a cutwheel thing which was an eye opener.
i'm not able to do that... hehe...

Sunday~
went around last night and slept late, thus the morning also wake up late.
been doing NOTHING for the whole morning.
maybe the mind still travelling or sleeping...
continue to complete my report on 12 and end by i think 4~5.... >.<
wasnt really doing it, coz my whole family was watch drama and i join them half way and continue later....

then when its time for the rehearsal, arrived early.
run thru the steps and waited. then go thru the steps and learn some new ones.
the second part was acting, i must admit i'm not good with it.
the expression i did was not natural and big, which is required in stage act.

donno why, i feel envy for the first time on Sam...
which i think envy should be the word, he has the sence humour, into the music, into the steps which i'm lacking TOTALLY...
and i donno, how to express that but the feeling was not good, feel like been isolated from the group. been thinking on the way back, am i learning dance because i like it, or other reason, such as knowing more ppl...
the rush and enthusiasm compare to the first time i learn dancing 3 years ago was reducing.
is it because i'm frequently making mistake? or other stuffs? i donno...

i know envy is not a good feeling and should be throw away for the sake for the group, but i cant stop thinking about it.
maybe because i'm the only guy for the previous years and have a lot of attention, which i dont usually have, and suddenly losing it....

aiya... should stop thinking about it and focus on the stuff on hand...
exam coming in 1 week time and i havent really prepare yet...
talking about result, its disappointing....
talk about it next time... no mood now... >.<

2008-10-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

today is a tired 1....

from the beginning of the day.....
sit the whole day... doin nothing... XD

then nap... then go training for the silver exam syllabus...
man... i still having trouble with the dance.... especially the chorus part...
cant really catch the correct speed and rhythm yet....
as it like "fast, fast, slow, then fast again..."...

the weather nowadays is really stupid, or can be said as unpredictable...
rain once i fetch my sister, but not 5 min down the road, it stop again....
then it started to rain again, this time is very heavy....
but guess wat... on the same road... at the beginning its dry.... until the middle of it... it pours...
then later towards the end it stop again..... @#$!^#$@!%$^&*%%$^^&#^#$%

and there is one stupid guy, the road is dark and he wearing dark coloured clothings....
running across the road when there is a bridge to cross the road....
if i hadnt slow down, he will sure be "flying" across the road....
stupid !@#%^&^%$#@^!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-05T20:10:00.002+08:00

its been another week...
a few more weeks to the end of the semester...
it seems like the semester just started and gonna end soon....

come to think of it... my progress on my FYP isn't that fast...
still got a major part to go.... but comparative to my classmate...
i think my progress is at the fastest group in class.... *^.^*

beginning from this week, its gonna be busy....
every weekend need to rehearse for the performances coming up in November and December...
and not to forget the Silver exam at the beginning of November....

if my schedule is right, its just a few days after my college exam... looks tough this time.... >.<

yesterday was the first rehearsal, the music is fun... rock n roll type...
steps are not to hard too.... but i fear the partner section where i need to carry my partner around... just like those movie about the 60's~70's... need to train my strength...
although in this short time it wont be significant... hehe...

everyday is still the same.... still lack of colours... except during my dance class...
which add laughter in my life.... other than that....
dull and boring is how to describe it...

so just hope in time to come... someone or something can add those elements which is lacking in life....

PEACE!!! =p

2008-10-01T20:01:00.002+08:00

its been a while... =p

havent had the mood to blog coz my life is as boring as usual....

currently flu virus is "killing" me... >.<
my nostrils is stuck.. BOTH OF THEM...
having difficulty in breathing... geezz...
make me feel like the function of it has been lost...
now i need to use my mouth to breathe... T.T

Jazz Silver Exam is round the corner... i think we all r prepared for that and i'm not too worried...
The problem is... there will be a performance in Nov, luckily it has been delay...
if not, its like on the week after the exam... oO!

However, we havent even start rehearsing yet... thats what i'm worried about...
we, as the original planned goin to perform 2 new dance and 1 of the old ones....
Now, its like less then 1 mth to go for the performance and we havent start yet...
i'm scare about whetever we can meet the deadline or not.... *touchwood*

Anyway, i wish for the best ler....

2008-08-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

back again.... haven't had the time becoz i just finish my exam yesterday....

talking about my exam... i think i FAILED one of the subjects already.... its not only me... the whole class face become "colourful" when we all look at the question.... anyway its over and just hope i can go thru ler..... other 2 subjects i think i did well... just a matter of can i get distinction or not....

Today went to a dance camp / workshop organized by Danzity Dance House... arrived there quite early in the morning... no1 is there besides the committees, and the instructors....
About the instructors, one of then is of coz Sean himself, a funny guy, and knows what he teaching...
Another is the one from Philipines, Melvin from Vibe Dance Studio, he's GOOD... he taught us poppin basic and new school hip hop... i LOVE the new sch cheoreography....
The other instuctor i didn't notice their names.. >.<

Starting to sweet from the warm up session till the end... its one of the most intensive training i had since i left sch... fun... and i do learn some new things and change my view on dancing....

juz like Melvin said, "...we have to ask question on what the chereography is all about...", "...understand what the music's lyrics want to convey and put it in the chereography..." and etc...
kinda leave quite a big mark in me...

I nearly lost my feel on my foot... can't felt anything just now.... dance too long d... 9 to 4.30pm...
almost 8 hours of dancing... imagine that.....

Anyway its my semester break now, lasting 2 weeks from yesterday.... but i had to work and Final Year Project to work on... so the break also.... but no need to go to class nia ler.... basically is the same.... haiz....

2008-08-09T07:20:00.002+08:00

i had a weird dream late night.....

its abt me and a girl (i tot i like).... the actually thing i cant really remember d but the process of it is quite... how to say... similar to the previous 1....

exam is coming nex tuesday but i havent complete doing revision yet... SHYT!!! i'm going to be dead this time... >.<

2008-08-05T06:38:00.002+08:00

Heard 1 song on radio on Sunday night and luv the lyrics....
"Fall for you" by Secondhand Serenade

Lyrics:
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Especially like the part "Because a girl like you is impossible to find..".....
Makes me think of my past experience.... T.T

2008-08-03T21:42:00.002+08:00

harlo all.... hehe... vanish for auite some time d... =p

anyway here's what's happening in these few weeks.....

college... now classes are less and I DO MEAN LESS....
3 subjects taught finish d.... now left 2 subjects... but go also do revision nia....
so....

Monday = 2 hours
Tuesday = 1 hour
Wednesday = 1 hour
Friday = 2 hours

hehe... my schedule is soo empty now... but exam is round the corner and i havent prepared 100% yet... yaiks... a little bit worry thou.... anyway it should work out.... (cant as must can d >.<")

work... now i'm more farmiliar with the workload and its not as stressful as i think... but i hate those few troublemakers.... geezzz... they are like huh? wut? how to do teacher?.... SWT!!!!
they done well on the homework but seems like lost of memory when they come to class.... >.<
or am i too charming that they lost their memory... XDDDD

dance... class are getting more and more serious and the difficulty of dance learnt are getting higher and higher.... especially now when most of the dance choreographed are meant for girls / ladies.... so imagine the sexy dance moves... >.<
i have trouble moving my body and butt smoothly.... gezzz.....
* and i feel a little gay-ish if u know what i meant * >.<""

dance (silver)... most are covered... but some moves still look like an injured man with plaster on his hands and legs..... more effort need to be putted....

NEWS> i'm going to have 2 commercial shows at the end of this year.... the theme is 70s...
i think thats the time of Charlie Champlin (maybe i spelled his name wrong)... the guy with mustuch and in slack and kot with a small hat.... i just hope that the dance choreographed is not the 1 i'm not good in....

PC Fair is round the corner.... i'm gonna grab some gadgets soon.... ^^

Chaoz all!!!!

2008-07-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

yo all.... i'm writing again..... ^^"

but i'm very very tired and so so not wanting to open my month again.....

previously i wrote that i'm applying for a job 1....
i failed the first application for the computer shop job which i wanted...
but never mind, now i've got another job, which pay better, closer to my house and the time is more flexible and arrangeable then the few previous 1...

hehe... try guess what am i'm been doing....

but after the job... the schedule for the week including classes at college will be pack...
only a few days for resting and revision...
but thats what i wanted....
as now i always used tat time to slack around... not doing anything...
now with the time shorten, it can create the "pressure / stress" for me to push me on my college thing...
crazy huh.... i think so myself....

anyway, its also letting my earning extra RM500+ per month... which can cover my dancing fees, computer equipment, and some other gadgets which i feel like buying... hehe....

Guess what i'd been doing?? okok... actually i'm now a math teacher... teaching students math ranging from primary to secondary standard... quite a huge range huh....
i'm very impress with the students there, they tend to do the math of which the question difficulty is a few years ahead of theirs... recalling when i'm was tat age, i dont even know how to do quadratic equation question... *shame on me* haiz......

ok. i'll stop now and continue later.... wrote too much d... hehe...
nitez all!!

2008-06-22T20:22:00.002+08:00

yo.... its been weeks... and i'm back...

many stuff happens but i'd like to share some recent and interesting ones...

yesterday was the performance for the SGGS Graduation Night...
This is my video.... [thanks to Kai Beng to record it down and Tracy to upload it to YouTube]

The preparation for this is only 1 week +... which is usual as this is also a last minute notice... ^^"
However Andrea and Christine are fabulous, they learn the whole day in just that 1 week+, which took others of us 1 month + to finish it....

Btw, I just knew that Christine was living just uphill from where i'm living now.... which is a surprise.... coz she been coming for almost a year and now only notice tat... >.<"
Anyway this is good news as I can carpull with her to dance class or performance... [petrol price is getting higher ler.....]

Photos are coming as waiting for Sharon to upload it....
and all.... remember to drop some comment on the video so i can improve....
chaoz!!!!

2008-06-01T08:01:00.002+08:00

harlo.... looks like i'm only updating every week recently... hehe...

ok here goes...

College....
there aren't any special stuff going on...
the class still goes on as normal...
just some "jokes" happen in the meantime to spice up the life...

Dance...
wow... last night was SERIOUS...
2 hours intense training... until my butt cheek, knees and leg palms still have some minor pain...
but the progress is super dupa fast.....
the "Just Fine" is almost finish... "Low" first part have finish....

and also...
Tracy call me to join her in the new class... Adult Ballet...
yes... BALLET!!! geezz... actually my plan is to learn Modern first before i go into ballet...
at least go some background ma.... now directly go in... donno what to anticipate now....

anyway...
to accomplish that... i seriously need a part time job....
my parents don't actually support me... financially...
so i need extra income to join class... especially Silver exam for the Jazz is coming too....

hope to get a job at a computer shop...
working and learn more on the computer stuff... hehe....
of coz only work on Saturday and Sunday... got class on weekdays ma...

ok ler... now i'll stop...
need to fetch my grandpa to cemetery to look for the new graveyard for my great grand parents.....

chaoz!!!

2008-05-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

Its been "A" day today...

This morning, its the Final Project Presentation...
planned to eat breakfast at college but guess what... they only opened at 8+ and i went there 7.30+
>.<
so just go in with an empty stomach. haiz.... should have ate some other place before going...
my stomach was "growling" like dozens of lions roar.....

but luckily i'm lucky No. 1... maybe because i'm the first the panel seems to ask less question.. ^^
lucky me....

ohya, before that i'd joined the HSM Dance Competition on Queensbay last year...
i just noticed my vid is up... >.<

How is it? Obviously i'm the guy in the center.. ^^ Please comment HONESTLY =p

Today was a hard day on dance class, learning a dance, using Just Fine from Mary J Blige...
the dance is nice... but there are a lot of movement involve especially isolation...
feeling like my body going apart after the routine ^^"

2008-05-18T01:28:00.002+08:00

Harlo guys.. its the middle of the night and i'm blogging...
weird, coz i usually already been on bed at this time....

Another girl joined our Jazz class today, been very surprise to see her (been in class before)...
because at this time, she was suppose to be at Aussy taking course on dancing....

its the university admin fault tat she ain't allow to continue her studies...
wasted 2 mths + of money there and its no small amount...
been wondering why such cases happened... as one of the Aussy main income is from education....

so she will be joining us until the problems on the Aussy university is solved... maybe a mth or 2...

been boring... so after the class i when for a movie... "What Happens in Vegas"....
Its a nice funny love movie... high recommended to those with down mood... XDD *joking*
anyway the movie is nice, story is nice, and the "fights" between Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher is funny... the ending was touching... *those with a lot of tears beware, take some tissue as precaution =p*

2008-05-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

hiyai... another post...

hehe.. its rare to see me updating so often..
but things keep happened and i feel i'm cursed... (probably)

got a cake last nite.. for my birthday in sat..
although its late, its better then non..
Thanks to my little brother.. he's the one wanted to buy me one so badly... XDD

been very VERY unlucky this morning...
geezz... it's my first day at college, but guess what...
got a present from the little honey bee...
IT STING MY TOE!! >.<

was at the first junction out to the main road and suddenly felt icithy on my toe..
then i wiggle it, then the pain came...
just like waves hitting the shores, the feeling stacked, feeling it more and more...
the worst thing is, this happened when i'm driving my bike O.O!!

quickly stop and sweep the culprit away...
and my toe start swelling.. luckily the swell go off quickly too...
but dare not risk it... coz going to have a commercial show soon... so doc here i come....

anyway, i still have the time to drop my the cinema for the "IronMan" movie...
geezz, its nice.... the armor is sooo COOOLL!!

2008-05-04T21:18:00.001+08:00

May 4, 2008.....
This is the day after my birth-date...
I'm happy with all the wishes i've received...
Glad that frenz still remember my birthday.. hehe...

Heard as if i've so little confident on them... haha...

But this special day pass-by just like any other weekends...
staying at home, online, watch tv, play some games, nap...
Not much difference or anything "unique" events organized...

Have a nice dinner thou...
PIZZA..!! hehe, not the Pizza Hut, Dominos...
But El blabla... the pizza is has thin crust, thick cheese ^^
Its good, not like those from Pizza Hut... another flavour you can say...

Tomorrow is the start of my new semester...
New course, knowledge, challanges awaits......

2008-05-02T22:15:00.001+08:00

ok another post...
tomorrow is another big, memorable day in my life...
ITS MY 21 YEAR ON THIS PLANET!! (21 Birthday)

No exact plan for tomorrow...
previous birthday was a disaster... so this time, don't plan to do anything...
juz some dinner / lunch with family will do...

maybe hang out with frenz... still not to sure about that...
coz most of my frenz, are either oversea, not in Penang, else there are onli handfull of them which can come out...
others.. haiz.. donno whetever i still exist in their memories...

think about it, i'm a person which existance will not affect anything during school days...
now its no difference... >.<"

anyway there are some who still remember about it, and i'm glad, and a great thanks to them...
especially those who i'm close with (can be counted in 10 fingers or maybe less T.T)...

FINALLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MYSELF!!!

Class starting on Mon, but fees still collecting...
haiz... going to pay the penalty d....

2008-04-26T04:54:00.001+08:00

A new entry....

Now i'm using lappy to write the blog, just bought it. XD
Although it don't contain all the spec i wanted (i wan a Dedicated GPU!!!)...
But its fine... Other then that all seems good.... *touchwood* *pray*

Its a Toshiba M200-E4112, although the M200 is going obsolate, coz a revised version the M300 is out...
The new version is a LOT cooler then my machine... greater spec and PENRYN!!!

But its ok, i undervolted my CPU, now its operating @ 0.95V for EACH multiplier...
Yeah... you not looking wrong, its 0.95v FOR EACH MULTIPLIER...
Now my lappy is a lot cooler averagely 50~60 degree at max load... (Initially its >70 degree during max load) >.<

All the tweaks and tricks from the Net work up well, start up time and so...
Making my machine to perform at it MAX... XDD I'm so happy with that...

Vista looks WAY nicer then the old dull looking XP...
But the security feature is also very annoying...
WHY EVERYTHING ALSO NEED TO ASK PERMISSION??!!! this pissssssh me off....

Now waiting for a WirelessG modem (so i can really go MOBILE ^^) and a cooler pad (let my machine freeze XD)
lacking of $$ >.<
Need to wait for a period before my wallet get full again... haiz....

2008-04-12T22:05:00.002+08:00

yo folks, my blog is soo "dead" now give med for it to "revive" ^^
Suddenly feel like blogging, so here goes....

One more semester going to end in 1 week time, another year closer to graduation, another year older after May 3rd, another..... [lots more]

Ok, here what's happened today.....

Wake up damn earlier in the morning [almost 4am], can't hop on the bus to visit "Zhou Gong" so wake up to spend all those time. Do the usual thing, open comp, online, surf this and that, and also open CABAL for punching.. XD It's a new game i'm playing recently, and influenced some of my classmate to play, and appear that they are more addicted then i am ~.~"...

All when well as normal, parents wake up, go breakfast, bath, study for exam on monday, and lunch.... As later at evening i've dance class, so going for a short nap as i woke up earlier (>.<")...

But my mind keep recalling those days, young days with those that i had some relationship with (or i think its that feeling), starting form the first girl to the recently ones. All the moments with them swept thru my mind, just like a movie but fast forwarded to those part only (XD).

Only 1 which is the clearest one the one i met 2 years ago (before i started my degree course), each moment with her was so clear as if it happened yesterday. From the first day we met, until the day of separation (she went outstation to study). The smile, sound, was all around my mind and ears, can't seem to fade away....

It's true that, that moment was the most memorable times of my 20 years (going to be 21 soon) lifetime. Feel so stupid that i let it go when it is at my fingertips, feel regret about that....

With that i had the feeling or chinese say "冲动" to grab up my phone and call her, but some sound in me told me not to. Haiz, i'm so ... can't comment. Maybe it's my attitude that make me behave such.

Was rolling round and round my bed, can't sleep until it's almost time to class.... then the thoughts faded away....

Advice to those guys/girls out there, don't make a move that will make u regret. It's the modern age, the first move ain't have to be guys. Guys brave up to grab it in hands... (which i definitely learn it thru the hard way and i can't seems to overcome it for a period of time)

Ok, that's the sad part....

Now, the fun part. I'm learning new dance!!! And the song used is the one from the Final Showcase from Step Up 1!! Can't wait to learn that!! XD

Next week, Tracy going to shot 2 dances learned and post it up, saying want to make a collection of all dance learned. Will post it up if it's up on YouTube!! (donno how the world going to comment on my clumsy dance move)

Wow, such a long 1 this time.... back to study.... Wish me luck in the coming exam!!
Bye!!!

2008-01-17T15:10:00.000+08:00

yo... i'm back....

won't be alone this valentine..... XD

Taylor Gate is coming back!!! in cinemas i mean, hehe....
"Step Up 2: The Streets" is premiering on this valentine day!! Feb 14....

It's was superb the previous 1, I'm sure this will go beyond that... the trailer speak for itself......
http://www.apple.com/trailers/touchstone/stepup2thestreets/

Go see..... you'll love it.....

[To b3 c0nT1nu3...]

2008-01-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

first post of the year, so here goes....

received my results for the Jazz Bronze, ya its distinctions but just barely, its 83 in fact....
i tot i done well, but i think the examiner dont think so...
so there are more room of improvement [more in technical...] for this year Silver award....
hope i do well.. aim to break Andrea record [hopefully ^^"]... XDD

dance technical class on... will be held by all 3 instructors... >.<
all different taste and aspect... gai...

in college wise....
I'm very free in Jan, coz i got 2 days free [no class] which means i onli go to college for only 3 days a week... woot.... group project coming up... the order of grouping will be decided tomorrow... hope i get well with the team members and start the project ASAP... won't be like last year... untill last minute.. hehe...

new year.. new resolution... new stuff.... NEW LIFE....

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2007-12-31T18:22:00.000+08:00

2007 is going off in few hours time...
and its like wow...
in a blink of an eye another year just sweep pass thru.....
its also my last day of intern training....

lots of things happened this year...
some of it fun and some is hard to forget with all those strong feelings with it....
enemies come and go... now come thinking of it... its stupid to be angry on stuff like those....
a waste of energy.. XD

and also fews things i would like to thank and appreciate, those who help me thru all those hard times and enjoy fun times with me.. together... THANKS ALL!!!

the only regret.... haven't found any "soul mate"... hehe... hope i found one in '08 *^^*

last but not least......

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! TO ALL!!!

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2007-12-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

phew..... it's finally over...

In my previous previous post I'd talked about joining some dance competition rite...
Its over today....

Its a success that my team enter the final and would be a bonus if we won any prize [although we do have consolation prize, hamper ^^]...

A little regrets thou, I've done some mistake...
1. Ppl from above [second floor] can notice my face jumble up, looking sooo nervous in the beginning [do feel a little].
2. In the middle, I nearly felt after 2.5 turn, loss my balance i think, donno.
3. Hook my feet when trying to retrieve back my towel....

Haiz... it do make me feel like i'm the one dragging my whole team down... that feeling is not nice, NOT NICE at all...

Luckily, those team that won have better criteria then our team, better technique, fancy costume, have those high school feeling, and most important, they have max number of dancers allowed [8 ppl]... or not the i will be feeling like... you know....

But at least we managed to squeeze from 35 teams and go into the final 8... that is a success [as we are competing with those a lot younger then us, my team age range is 20~30 ^^]

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2007-12-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

Receive a link for the wedding performance photos....

This the the link...
http://www.sunnysan.com/my_blogs/archives/lawrence-kathleen-16th-november-2007

These are the photos... [edited =p] @ my frenzter acc....

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2007-12-09T16:31:00.000+08:00

today been rehearsing for a whole day......
whole body start aching d....
haiz.....

cant admit old also cannot d haiz.......

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2007-11-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

Finally....

I can connect to Internet!!! Can't connect for the last few days (almost 2 weeks) donno y....
But anyway can connect now, weee........

Quite some stuff been happened....
Finish dance performance in the wedding... few fridays ago...
And now, have 1 competition coming up @ 16 Dec. First price got RM2k!!! WoW!! Going to put everything i've got into the training and hope to win to competition....
And got Demo the next day, which has RM100 "salary" XDDD
Soooo Fun!!! =p

So busy, all weekends got program...
This week, got pot luck party for the launch of ALP branch....
Next week, got Street Dance competition Final, wanna go to watch....
The week after next, THE COMPETITION DAY!!!
The week after after next, celebrate Christmas.....
The week after after after next, celebrate New Year....
wow... all have been scheduled... hehe

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2007-11-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

phew.... after all training, and preparing since Jun...
The Jazz Bronze is finally OVER!!! Such a relieve....

Before it, all are sweating, ya... and its COLD... >.<

The examiner ain't that strict, maybe because its Jazz...
Overall, all done well, cover mistake SUPERBLY!! XD

Well, one down, 2 coming up next year =p....

Btw, got 1 performance coming up this Friday, for an ALP cousin's wedding...
But the trouble is, WE DIDN'T HAVE ANY REHEARSAL YET!!! T.T
Donno, how can i recall the dance... haiz...

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2007-11-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

yo... I'm back....

Today I don't felt like working, to be honest, I'm only worked for 4 hours or less from 8+ am to 12 sharp. After that, when to Team Building section of PG7. It's interesting, VERY Interesting!!

Even it starts, bloopers already there, one of them happened to me [Never EVER taught of it]. When I arrived, I was rushing to washroom, then Youth Park have been renovated, thus the gents and ladies room swap places. Never noticed it. >.< Until I when in and saw few ladies.... Can't imagine how i look that time, just felt my whole face burn...

Then the games are fun, blind-fooled, story passing, "water boom", and three legged stuff...
My team got 3 first place and 1 second, conclusion "overall Champ"!!
weee...... another 20 bucks worth of shopping voucher =p
In between we have "half time" break! got drumstick, curry puff, fruits, fried prawns, fried bee hoon and chilled beverages, eat only few coz i ate a lot during lunch and i don't normally eat during tea time... but some others love the food, especially the drumstick, i think some of them ate at least 5 and above... [hehe.... as their size are huge so i think its normal.... hehe]

and also, just notice my blog post have exceed 100 post!!! [this is my 101 post] that something to be "happy" at... Never thought before of writing so much online, coz i seldom shared with others... [Thx to Diana for bringing me into the blogging world =p]

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2007-11-04T09:31:00.000+08:00

Hi all!! Long time don't communicate via blog for a long long time...
Few reasons= First, no time...
Second, nothing happened....
Thirdly, LIFE'S BORING!!!
Haiz, donno what's more to do to enhance and make it more colourful...

Btw, one of the friends I know at job going to finish her internship soon, next Tuesday I think...
Gratez to her for "free-ing" out from the student's life and step into the "graveyard" of working adults!! XD

All the best in life thou!!!

Going to have my Jazz exam next week too... been training and add some extra "juice" into the step...
Hope those going to ++ to my performance grade... *pssh... am aiming for 90+ mark hehe*

Ohya, one of my dance mate won the Disney Channel Dance Competition "My School Rocks", and record the 30 minutes dance or something like that which will be "premier-ing" in Disney Channel @ next Saturday!! This week, there will be her "The Making of..." showing too...
If got time, just switch on Ch615 (or izzit?) to watch. Maybe you're lucky enough that it show it that time! Exact date on the "Premier" will be post soon... *hehe*

K guys, until here first... got few more stuff happened, but not appropriate to post it up here...
Just hope all (those involved the "Stuff happened") best of luck, you've tried, but didn't help, all we could do now is to "pray" that s/he will realized before its to late...

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2007-10-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

today is a little bit more interesting then the other, coz i got my result of my previous semester d!!!!

was so nervous when on the way to college to get the result...
[nervous on Power as i think i done the worst of the 6 subjects]

but in the end, was good, juz normally good, the only surprise is that my Power score...
higher then other subjects [*cough* sensor *cough* mobile com *cough*]

overall its good, 3 subs get 6X, 3 subs get 7X, averagely merely on 70
[as in that semester i slack around like hell...]

one funny stuff....
as from 2nd year onwards, the result from our exam constitute about 30% on our degree rating thus, izzit funny to joke around in the time like this???

"one ppl classmate get his result, all in the range of ... [juz pass, its rude to show his result here XD], saying that this is the cause of no studying... [on the day receive result]"
"that same guy, showing the questions on the subjects are very easy, expect for 1~2 subjects...
[after every exam]"

OMG!! play a fool around with 50K+ of fees??!! let u all be the judge, ain this like someone selling spear and shield (in chinese)...

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2007-10-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

been "away" too long, back again for more news....

in fact, there aren't any news happening around me, except for the new shoes my mom bought for me from US, bought a new bag for my dancing shoes, and when to a gathering organize by someone on the web...

although we don't know each other, but it was quite fun, chat and hanging around with the ppl u never know be4 and another second later, u talk about anything [juz the stuff that i'm interested in XD]

nothing more to update, except for the stupid routine life, that's been going on for the pass one month and going to continue until the end of this year...

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2007-09-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

it's been sooo sooo sooo busy that i've completely no time to blog~~

my life have been so fixed that anyone (close to me) can guess by time whenever and whatever the time it is...
home -> work -> home -> dance -> home
ABSOLUTELY NO LIFE AT ALL!!! >.<

Do wish to have extra "juice" in life soon, or not i'll be bored to death!!

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2007-09-02T10:42:00.000+08:00

I'm back~~ haven't have the time to sit down and write something, to think and recall~~
OK here goes~~

Wednesday
Learn quite a lot from the engineers from where I go training, they are nice ppl who can jokes around during stress, which is very good~~~
Receive SMS that having a com performance at Saturday @ Berjaya Hotel, this happened again~~ Last minute inform us >.<
Have rehearsal on that night also, after Bronze class. The amount of ppl involve still not yet confirm as they wanted 6 dancers on each dance, which in this case, we don't have!!

Thursday
Rehearsal directly after finish the job, all dancers involve and dances used is confirmed. So gave extra "training" for our Sharon, she learn another 2~3 dances in these 2 days ^^ Man, she's good
After Sharon's went back for a party, Ms. Janice suddenly told us that the organizers wanted to delay the performance later, Kai Beng directly deny the whole performance thing, many of us have constrain on that Saturday night.
Andrea has family reunion, 8.30 is the max that she have to go back.
Tracy and Kai Beng have dinner to attend.
Joey has party to attend too.
Thus its cancelled, its a relief as some of the dances we have forgotten some of the steps ^^;
Then we went for dinner together, I joke about later the organizers will shift forward our performance, it really do happened. They call Ms.Janice again to tell her, but Kai Beng deny it ^^ saying that we already inform all dancers that its cancelled. Phew~~

Friday
Sleep until quite late as I don't have to work today, Independence Day mah~~
When for breakfast then home. Then go for shopping at Queensbay at 2+ pm, eat lunch there, then sis go join her frenz, bro and dad go watch movie and play arcade, me and mom go shopping~~ Bought a few clothes and accessories ^^
By the time, we look at the time, its already 7 pm!! wow! Time flies!!
Then we go get the sitting for the "always no place eh" Dragon-i Restaurant, man!! the queue is soo long~~ But the food is nice, the wait is worth while~~
Go out for some fresh air then we saw some stage performance, Ah Niu and Danny will be singing! Shyt! My sis wanted to stay longer >.< Then they watch the show, I go wandering around AGAIN~~
Only reach home at 11+, man, 9+ hours shopping o.O was stunned when saw the time meter~~

Saturday
Overslept! Arrived late for the morning dance class >.<>
After the class, Tracy asked about the function tonight, Joey recon go clubbing. Then we talk all about this issue until I went for lunch with frenz, no conclusion.
Then reach home, take a short nap, juz in case tonight.
Then at 9+ Tracy sent message that will be waiting at Sega at 10.30, but watching movie, went out late. Went to fetch Curly, from my house reach his, I juz spent 7+ mins >.<; speeding like insane, then reach there at 11 sharp. Meet them then went into Glo, at start all also quite cool, not enough OMPH can't get wild, wait until almost 12+ when all have some beer, we all go crazy!! Go up the dance floor, we were the second group! ^^ Shake until whole body get wet with sweat, really fun, when back at 2, Tracy and Kai Beng also go back at that time, Kai Beng got class in the morning. But Joey still continue, the OMPH still not yet wear off i think ^^

Meet a lot of previous classmate there, Kee Hong, Jin Xiang, Wei Hoong, etc and etc. Going to meet Pearline also, but she went back early.

Anyway, I have a lots of fun, thanks to all of them!!

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2007-08-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

Been thru quite a lot this week~~ can say its quite dramatic~~

Monday
First day at Intern, when there with jumpy feelings but nothing as expected came into reality, working, but other then tat, nid to be sitted in a room for orientation for 3 whole days!!

Unfortunately, i'm felt sick on the half of the first day ( lousy har >.< ). Fever and headache came around 10~11am, then the whole day was like floating by, nothing really "store" into the "memory"

Tuesday & Wednesday
Still pretty much the same, sitting around, listening for the course.
But feeling much better now~~

Today
Serious work starts!! When running thru all the process and barely remember half of it becoz of their specific names and terms~~ So confused by the afternoon.

Lunch was a treat by one of the engineers ( the one that are supervising me ), its good food ( Nando's stuff, don't complain since someone treat u, not u paying), getting to know each other more and so and so~~

Back to plant and rushing up and down for some misinterpretion of some thing >.<

Conclusion
Everything is good, juz worry about how to finish my industrial training report since there are many confidential stuff i'm handling right now~~ T.T
God Bless Me~~~

Below the is picture i took from the last performance in E&O for Distard Prom Nite~~
My makeup look like SHYT!!! T.T Muz learn myself fast!!!

Enjoy!!

BackStage

Throwing Action (1 -> 2 -> 3,Final Post)

After performance

Wierdo ( >.<; )

At the beachfront

Nice couple eh ( ^^; , dont hit me, its fake!!)

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2007-08-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

Finally!! My exam has ended, 1 full week of tension (my classmate felt that, i dont felt anything ^^;), book digging and more~~ I wont be looking to any book for almost 4 mths from now!! YEAH!! =p

Freedom at last, although for me, this holiday onli last for 2 days which is Today and Tomorrow. T.T My industrial training will be starting on the coming Monday which is 20Aug. But ok ler, I can learn more compare to the others mah ^^.

So tired, last nite when for performance for Distat Prom Nite (yaiks, forget the spelling >.<). All when very well, including the Candyman part where Andrea jumped onto me and i swing her around. Although the force during her jump is a little strong, and the floor is carpeted, so little slippery, other then that its a success!! Get pict from Joey and post up soon~~

and also, when to hav my hair cut directly after the exam, hv some picts but Pearl took my Bluetooth adapter, will upload them soon~~
My hair looks "cool" now, a lot better from the previous 1~~ ^^

Below is the pict on 5 Aug '07 - Chinese Dance Competition (taken from Sharon blog ^^;)

2007-08-06T07:36:00.000+08:00

I'm damn tired today~~

Yesterday finish the dance, i'm finally having some break time until the next upcoming dance performance (who knows when)~~

Comparing ours with other teams, it look like we are the only team playing as the REAL backup dancers. Other teams have moves that don't even care about the existence of the singer, or they cover up the singer. Man, this is a singing and dancing competition, yes its a dancing competition, but aren't it suppose to be the singing competition that is the most important between the two?? And also, this is a chinese theme competition and the song is quite old, around 70s and 80s (I haven't even born yet), but some teams have ballet moves and even ballet costume on them~~ O.O I don't know how the choreographer thinks~

Although we didn't won anything, but at least is a good experience~~

Pictures are coming up soon, they are all inside Sharon's and Andrea's camera, going to get from them this Saturday during the class~~

Busying prepare for all sorts of stuff, blog will going to be "dead" for a couple of days =p

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2007-07-28T10:22:00.000+08:00

Its been a while, so many things happened~~

All reports done and finish, only the last H-Bridge~~
Computer down, reformated, all data lost (except all college assignment), all my MP3s T.T~~
Exam coming, preparing~~
Got a intern position in Intel (from resume sent to receive confirmation, 4~5 days ^^ I'm so glad)~
Human problems, solving~~

So hard to phrase it all, but thats all i can say, say more and i'll be in trouble~~ =p

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2007-07-13T08:55:00.000+08:00

Last night, I had the weirdest dream ever~~

About dance studio, with me and some others dancing~~ (and the others dancers looked familiar but i cant recalled who)

About walking on a street suddenly, someone suicide bomber exploded in from of me, and the sky is pouring down with blood and the human remains~~ (yuk!! ~.~")

About go to hav a meal in some sort of restaurant where ppl there dont finish up their meal, wasting all the food~~

About watching an artist, drawing a plan of a house~~

and other more details, i forgot about them~~

Why do i have these kind of dreams?? Do they indicate something going to happen soon in my life or somewhere around me?? If so when and where??

Weird, and my head felt very heavy and don't wan to get out of the bed. This has been going on for days, why?? I never had this kind of experience before, normally when I wake up I'm directly very awake, not feeling any dizzyness~~

Weird things do happened, huh~~

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2007-07-09T08:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, was very very funny~~
Andrew keep sing the chinese song, with all the broken notes and sounds, always laugh my tears out~~

Need to do lifts!! and yesterday the ratio of boys and girls is 1 : 4~~ which means I need to carry every girl upon every starting!! My arms and legs are damn sore right now (legs are used to support their weight)~~ Sam (the another boy) was sooo good, he choosed all the low weight 1!! T.T I get all the heavy weight 1, even 1 who was twice my size!!!! @.@

Need to train, more lifts to come T.T

My arms gonna be "FREE"!!

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2007-07-08T06:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday dance classes was full of "fun" ~.~"
The Bronze class was ok, "fun" part in the Normal Class
The moves are getting harder and harder to get, sometimes need to go full out only can get it correct, which juz half an hour past, i'm sweating like hell
Amazingly, he taught us how to do Waving and some Robotic Movement, thats was soooo coool!!!

Robotic Movement was easy, juz move quickly and stiffing the muscles that u dont wan them to move, Waving was hard!! Damn HARD!!! My fingers hurts juz by doing a few times T.T
Although my shape of my Waving is not soooo good, but at least i still get it~~ hehe

Then after the class, another rehearsal, but this time, the dance is not choreograph by Kai Beng, it is by Andrew, and its a CHINESE TRADITIONAL DANCE!!! Damn!! Its SLOW, CONTROLLED, and quite ok for me (hehe). I think from now onwards, lifting is a must, coz now i still need to lift up someone (not sure who she is yet) for a few times (i think, he show us a few lifts yesterday)

and and 1 really really bad news is, we got only 3 weeks, and we have to finish 3 DANCES!!!! WTF!!! Its almost like 1 week 1+1/2 dance and last week to polish~~ T.T There goes my night time~~ and also muz not lose track on college stuff, when the day of performance, i think its near my exam time~~ T.T

I'm gonna be soooo dead!!!

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2007-07-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

Haiz~~ Been suffering from "mucus flooding too much out from the nose" for a few days~~
Can't sleep well, can't concentrate, everyday walking and sitting around like soulless zombies~~

Finish the last Chai's Assignment, but still need some more adding info. Brian's Assignment, still need to attach some photocopy and coding, but other then that DONE!

More to come, More to come~~

Juz now fetch my sister to Gurney to watch the 3on3, brother "luan" wan to go, so take him also~~
Arrive there on 12pm, after sis meet her frenz, then I leave brother with her~~
When to Starbucks for some coffee and do Brian's Assignment, order the new drinks called "Az...", talk like ice cream blended or like that~~
Been there for about 2 hours then when to McD for lunch, my brother saw me and come join me~

Here come the weird and funny part, a stranger approach our table and ask whenever can sit, coz there's an empty chair beside me, so I think "y not??".
His age is older then my grandfather, sit there then start talking about his past, when he ask some Qs to my brother, my brother kept quiet and after a while go join my sister inside. Then he ask me, "Y your brother don't talk to me??", then I mah replay "He don't talk to stranger lo" then He still talk a lot about his past to me, saying he was the preWW2 student in CLHS until F5 and some more blablablabla~~ Then a while he didn't see my reply too much, get of on his own~~
It's not that I don't wan to reply juz that all his topic, i only can reply "erm.." "ya..." "yes..."~~
then a blink of an eye, didn't see him liao, he walk like so slow, he took very small steps only~
~.~"

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2007-06-29T08:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night, when to ALP to see the video Sam taken for the Sunday performance~
That I realized that~~

I SOOOO SKINNY!!!
My head looked BIGGER then my body ~.~;

Damn!! I going to have extensive exercise and MEALS to INCREASE WEIGHT!!!
!@#$!@$

The video Kai Beng gonna give to us once he burned, so will post it up~~
Wait till then ba~~

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2007-06-26T07:56:00.000+08:00

It was fun last Sunday~~
The whole thing when like this~~

I fetch my sister to her basketball training then I when to set my hair, I idiot on that, can't do a proper nice 1, always like a "Shit" ^^;
So I when to the Extreme Saloon just opposite my sister school to do it, guess what, I saw a classmate of my (ex-CLHS student) but i donno his name ~.~" He helped me on the hair, as my hair is long, quite long, he made my hair "up" on the back side, funky style, the end result is good, like it. Too bad I didn't take any picture of it T.T
Then later I go fetch Tracy from ALP Belissa Row Branch to go shop for some glittering hair bands for the performance or for future use, when to Gurney Hot Market to find those, because its cheap there, then we had Lunch at the Food Court. Long time no eat there, and the food is juz ok (price is ok in Gurney but expensive compare to outside) then we go to Evergreen to see the stage~~

Upon arrival, RM4 is needed for the parking fee, we tot can take it back but no, the guard say "RM4 is fixed price for function" !@#$! Damn, I remember last time I park inside just RM2 ~.~"
Then we all waited at the hotel lobby for everyone to come.
Guess what expression we had when we saw the stage. We all was like "OMG!! It's just 1/3 the size of what we expect" Its like 6 table, line up in a line and there are only 2 lines. We can barely travel around.

Mark the stage a while then on to the dressing room to make up, I do my own as all of them are busy on theirs (My 1 easy easy only ^^) Then arrange all the dance costume accordingly to the sequence and wait. We all take, laugh, Chia Ying always rehearsing the steps scare forget, Yvonne was very nervous, her hand was like icy cold, Rutnie jus more around, getting "attacked" by us, all of us XD

Then on 8pm the show starts, ~dancing~ ~dancing~ ~dancing~, after the posing, we juz ran back to the dressing room, strip all the costume, some got help from others, they help me too, strip of my pants, help me on my shoes, into another song 1 within, erm 5~10 sec then we juz go back to the stage and perform. After the first section, I was sweating like hell. But Tracy was not feeling well by then, almost blackout after the 3rd dance. Rest a while then she's ok, juz like what I go thru in my granddad funeral, I blackout a few times, donno y~~

The second section is not as rush as the first as i only do 1 and a half song only, so have the time to slowly change.

Generally, it all went well, juz miss some steps. Ms. Janice got the video, maybe going to watch it tonight with Tracy at ALP, going to ask whenever can hav a copy of that bo ^^

Long post~~ First time~~ Chaoz~~

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2007-06-24T07:27:00.000+08:00

Today is my BIG day~~
actually performing day~~

Last night go thru everything and rehearsal like the real thing, THAT'S HARD!!!!
It's totally different from the the previous show i done be4~~
all dancers have onli SECONDS to change~~
Luckily I a boy ^^ my costume are easy XD

Hope no mistake and everything goes well tonight~~
Donno if anyone taking video or pictures down, will post it up if there are any~~ ^^

2007-06-23T10:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was tiring~~
Rehearsal until 12.30 midnight~~
But the good thing is, all the dance steps are almost done d, juz need some little more improvement, other then that its good.

Today also will rehearsal the whole day d~~
From 3.30 in the afternoon till late~~
Haiz~~
Hope everything goes well~~

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2007-06-21T08:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday was good, Rutnie learn half the song~~
the "Buttons" everyone learned it~~
overall, the training yesterday was fine~~

T.T I had to do the slow part in SP, the steps is like ballet steps (WTF!!??), hate that~~

More bad news~~
Jim Wah maybe not performing too~~
That's make only 6 of us are performing only~~
They are: ME, Tracy, Joey, Rutnie, Yvonne, Chia Yin~~

May God Bless Us~~

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2007-06-20T08:15:00.000+08:00

haiz~~ received terrible news yesterday~~
The organizer don't wan ballet in their function, so we need to train another new song for substitute it~~ O.O"

OMG!!! It's Tuesday night already, and only left few days to train~~~
Can't imagine what to do~~

Please God, help us thru this~~

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2007-06-18T10:40:00.000+08:00

Haiz~~ Head been dizzy and heavy this morning, barely thinking on something~~
Body aching coz the day before do too much lifting turning and danced too much, 15 mins non stop 5 songs in a row ~.~"

I'm actually surprise when Rutnie say she wanted to do "Candyman", I was thinking about who I'm going to carry, Jim Wah, Andrea, or Joey, coz Jim Wah know the partner part, Andrea and Joey know the "Candyman" steps, never ever thought that Rutnie will be my partner~~
Going to help her on everything starting from Wednesday to the day of performing~~

Going to be in every dance i know, 5 dances on this Sunday~~ Hope it all go well~~

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2007-06-16T06:42:00.000+08:00

ARGH~~~!!
Another week gone juz like a "click" and assignment been piling like mad~~!!!
On Monday, I hv to at least finish up 3 assignment, 1 half way, 1 need some modification, and another 1 I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED YET!! T.T

On Sunday, I think Kai Beng going to finish all the dance step including the formation~~ damn, if my brain have more RAM or spaces~~ how sweat if my brain can record things down one shot juz by seeing it~~ haiz~~

Another weekend, another lazy bum day~~

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2007-06-09T21:33:00.000+08:00

came back from dance class, bronze and normal~~ now i regret it for not registering bronze last year~~ its juz like marking steps onli now T.T but still nid to pay 60 bucks for Jun, July, August, September, and October~~ arrr~~~ haiz~~ no point regret now, juz blame y i dont register first ler~~ T.T

done some of the "Candyman" song, Kai Beng wan to finish it tmr~~ i doubt it, will happened~
forgot some steps and the last part of "Girlfirend"~~ others still ok~~
the new jazz shoes, not so comfortable, or can say not used to it, but nid to used to that fast~~

college still ok~~ all in schedule for now~~

thats my whole week~~
tmr goin to watch the dragon boat festival at Teluk Bahang Dam, anyone goin??

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2007-06-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday rehearsal was ... i donno, quite confusing i think. Joey, Tracy and Chia Yin done the best~~ Step still need to polish, lucky Andrea and Jin Wah got other ppl "settle" them, i don't hv the step yet~~

Starting bronze this week, that means 2 hour of class continuously lo~~

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2007-06-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

woo, have plenty in mind before i open the comp, but now it all when blank~~

Happy to see the growth of Diana~~
Happy couple of Ashley and her bf, Derrick~~
and other more good news to hear round the week~~
Although I don't hv any, be the happy feelings do reach me, and it make my day bright~~

Back to reality, To Much To Do, To Little Time To Accomplish~~

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2007-06-01T10:55:00.000+08:00

Finally Rutnie send me the pictures of my BBQ party~~ becoz moz are the same so post onli 1 here~~ all becoz of her lo~~ no1 to take the camera~~ T.T cant take much~~

and the rain juz pour like there's a hole in the sky. Damn~~ y always when i wanted to go to college earlier it pours!!!! !@#$@$!$@#$%$!$$%@$!@#!$

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2007-05-31T07:35:00.000+08:00

It was hard last nite when teaching so many ppl at once, 5 of them keep banging question into me and i donno which to answer. Sometimes still, i forget the moves, luckily, Ben, Amanda and Tracy are there to help out, or otherwise I'm really gonna be "insane" by today~~ But also finished "Sad Tango" last nite, so left "Shift_Passion", so of them didn't learn yet, especially chia yin, didn't learn at all, "Wait a Minute", Evonne need to touch up on the ending part, "Sad Tango", left the last part for everyone, "Candyman", didn't start yet and need to polish the steps for me, Tracy, Ben and Amanda, "Girlfriend", according to KB we are going to finish this on Sunday~~

BTW, Andrea, Jin Wah, Rutnie may be missing the Sunday rehearsal. Damn, I gonna have a hard time next Wednesday~~

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2007-05-28T07:32:00.000+08:00

Luckily, I only need to learn 1 and a half more dance, compare to others that need to learn 3 dances (XP). But now, i have to teach again (T.T)
The new dance is "Girlfriend" fast jumpy song, got trouble on a few parts.
Good news, new costume on "Girlfriend", "Sad Tango", and "Candyman"
Bad News, I may have to go perform all the 5 dances out of the total of 6 dances we are going to perform, Andrea them are going to perform the modern piece, so its counted as 1.

Maybe, I going to have another sister or maybe not. Coz Rutnie always calling me "Mun On KorKor~~", swt, geli nia when she say those phrases, my hair on my hands stand up right awat (=x)

Going to have extra training with them on Wednesday, hope everything goes well~~

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2007-05-24T07:43:00.000+08:00

Juz finish my run around the house. Result had improved from the previous run XD and i glad about it, sweating like hell now, juz like the good old days when undergoing the hell like training in Boys Scout at CLHS ^^"

The commercial performance will be at 24th of Jun, looking forward for it. Beside we will have extra allowance (i think its like 50~80+ only, but its good, I can buy the Jazz Shoe with it ^^), all the performance costume will the prepared by the Acedamy. The dances Khai Beng teaches us few and he plan to select when the its near. The dances that i know now, "Shift_Passion" costume as before, "Wait A Minute" same, "Sad Tango" i think the costume for this will be like the MTV but without the huge outfit, he called me to prepare SlackPants for this and also a long shirt, "Candyman" maybe will be performing this dance, and another new 1 that will be teach this Sunday...

ARRR!! College work is driving me mad!! The hours are long too, eg. from 10am-6pm nonstop exclude the 1 hour lunch break!! I'm going to be insane!!!
Preparing resume for the Industrial Training at September, hope i can get the company i wish~~

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2007-05-22T08:28:00.000+08:00

Today finallly start my jogging plan~~ IT'S SO HARD after a long time havent done such exercise *sob* only can run around my compound few rounds, 3 big rounds continuously.

Hmph! Going to train every morning to INCREASE STAMINA!!!

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2007-05-20T06:54:00.000+08:00

My first commercial performance coming up at mid June *YAY* forget about perform for what d =p

btw Welcome Ms. Joey to the team!!*clapping* She joining us for the performance from now, and she have to learn up "Shift_Passion" and "Wait A Minute", me and Tracy jie need to teach her that~~

the important thing is, WE ARE GOING TO DO 4 NUMBERS IN THAT PERFORMANCE!!!! Meaning we have 2 extra dance to learn!!! *WTF* Its onli about a month time or less then that!! This gonna be a challenge~~

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2007-05-17T08:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, was fun~~
There's a student liaison meeting for our course and a representative from University of Bradford came to our college to discuss about our course module, Prof Sherrif (i think so ^^") a funny English guy. Get to know about our juniors too, and fell bad about it. WHY MY GROUP HAS THE LEAST GIRLS!!! AND I'M THE YOUNGEST!!! T.T Even the new Yr1 intake have 3 girls and 2 boys... YYY!!!!
Later after we have done all our complaints about the modules ^^, then its lunch time, bill's on Prof Sherrif account XD. He treat us at Amadari Restaurant, which is ok if there is no bug (there's an ant in the soup ~.~") in what we eat. He actually booked the whole restaurant O.O for that meal~~
After that, have pict with him, but thats on my juniors cam, maybe can get from her kua~~

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2007-05-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

today may BE the last day of going out to slack at malls, coz next week onwards I hv to "diet" for the Jazz Bronze Award training class, at least save RM10 a week (almost 20% of my weekly allowance O.O!!). Then few week thru maybe I look like a skele?? God bless me~~ T.T

Btw, planning (PLANNING~~) to have jog every morning starting Monday morning to increase my stamina, I need to gasp for breath after 30 mins ONLY of dance routine~~ T.T

Too much to do, with too little DETERMINATION~~
(Nice eh~~)

And tomorrow is MOM'S DAY!! She the "biggest" tomorrow, I'll do what she says~~ ^^

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2007-05-12T05:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i almost lock myself out of the house when i goin out buying dinner for everyone, donno what is in my mind back then, blurry blurry.
Then i have to do it the Spidey way to get in the house, first i climb out the window at my corridor (juz outside my house main door), then slowly reach my balcony. Then using the long sticks there to pick up the balcony key i left at the TV shelf, then i get myself in~~~
*SWT* ~.~"

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2007-05-11T14:56:00.000+08:00

Been boring, so think to treat myself for a movie. When to watch SpiderMan3 juz now, fun, nice battle scene and some few good phrases too. Something like "... no matter how bad the situation is, there's always a choice...", "...there are no right choices or wrong choices, only the best choices..." and more can't remember. But there's 1 that I have the most impression, that was the line Uncle Ben when he talk to Peter I think in the first movie "...the more powerful a man is, but more burden he has to carry..." or something like that, but the meaning is there.

Feel that it can be used in my life in these moment, choices, man make many choices everyday, no matter big or small, we do make them. Even in bad moments, choices had to be made to overcome it. Sometimes, making then is a headache, for me, I think, if the choices u made, don't make u regret it and can put smiles in your face or others when u think about it, it is a good choice~~

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2007-05-11T08:42:00.000+08:00

It's been a boring week, everything i do also not successful.
Is it my worse luck in the whole year?? or juz something else~~

there is another ppl joining our group!! that a girl!! finally~~ not all boyz liao XD

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2007-05-07T16:47:00.000+08:00

First day at college~~

Nice = to have the timetable with all classes between 10 - 6pm from Monday to Friday
= good to have more classmates (total of 7 ppl in class, for now)
Bad = all BOYS!!
= I'M THE YOUNGEST!!!

*Sobbing* But there is a possibility of 1~2 girls joining our class soon... Pray~~

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2007-05-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

juz came back this morning from the bbq party last night. woo~~ its nice~~

Yesterday whole day, been anticipating abt the night, the bbq party. Been rushing on friday and saturday to buy this and that for that. Although i told them that i would start at 7 but all of it is on ready on 7.45. My mom's CharBeeHoon is the most favorite food that night as it finish the fastest and the chic wings, only the guys ate~~ even the sausages, i tot it would finish the fastest end up juz finish 2 pack (i bought 4 pack there). There are leftovers here and there, and i hv to "clean" it up myself (T.T) told them to bring empty stomach but few are willing to sit by the fire to barbecue, maybe its hot or s'thing i donno~~
Have fun after that in the hotel room, wit poker games, jokes and so on~ my face been forced into the cake and the cream all over *yaiks* and also Alex bought 2 alcoholic drinks there, whisky and brandy, mix the both and call me to drink it in one shot. Directly "steam" after that. Ben and Amanda wanted to try some, but they are given few slurps only as they are underage, and the parents are coming, Rutnie took 1 mouth and said its hot down her throat. Me, Alex, Kang Wei, and Li Chang drank few cups full of the 2 mix, Kang Wei face when blushing red after the first cup ^^
Ben, Amanda, Rutnie and Kang Wei when back at i think 11 s'thing. 3 of us continue with the drinks and talk through the night. I forget what we talk about, the only think i remember is the headache after those drinks~~

Thanks to all who came!! Alex (thx bro!! help me the moz!!), Li Chang, Kang Wei(thx for the cake, u havent pressed my head hard enuff XDD), Ben, Amanda, Rutnie (thx for coming, those presents are great!!) , Khai Beng and Tracy, and lastly my parents that go through all the trouble to prepare all the stuff for me~~ THX ALL!! I had the best birthday party in 20 yrs~~
Swt~~ forget about Sandra (thx for the advice on bbq party, owe u 1!!)

Picts on Rutnie camera, she havent send me yet~~ >.<

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2007-05-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

Juz now when to facial treatment with my mom ( hehe ^^). At first it was ok, until the part she "press" out the black head on my face. OUCH!! THAT HURTS!! Maybe I didn't take enough care on my face thus I have a lot of that~~ The whole process felt like going on for hours~~ *Torture*
Other then that, it's a very relax process. Recommend to all my friends!! (especially girls ^^)

PS: That center I when have 50% discount for students at school holidays!! XD

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2007-05-02T13:40:00.000+08:00

~Home Alone Episode 2~

Nothing special the whole day. Wake up , breakfast and then starting to clean the whole house. Starting with my mom's car. Then clean all the fans in the house, clean computer table and my room (the dust is like 5mm thick ~.~"). Rearranged my previous semester college notes, and lastly mop the floor. This all took me the whole day, only be able to erst at 4~5pm.

Later then slack around (drive around my area on bike) before having my dinner, then fetch my family from the bus stop~~

Whole "Home Alone" thing ended this way~~ IT'S NOT AS I EXPECTED!! *Sob*

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2007-04-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

~Home Alone Episode 1~

A family trip to Genting Highlands which I don't participate ended up alone at home, I was anticipating the moment (coz I wanted to "chiong" my character level in Perfect World), until I realize all of it flashed away in a blink of an eye. Believe it or not, last night I only slept for 1 hour which is from 7am to 8.30am, because I was stuck on the chair in front of the monitor since I drove my family to the whole family trip thingy. Then continue on after breakfast until 2pm in the afternoon only I raise my butt from the chair. Then I go out slacked around with my buddy for lunch and a few rounds of pools, I won most of it :-) [I'm a master in it, YAY! XD]

Then donno why, my mood started to go down into the cliff, shouldn't I suppose to be happy or fun, since I won so much??!! Come think of it, I wasted 10+ hours to play for a game, but I don't feel happy when playing it, only the desire to win over others, to become the highest level in the clan. The pressure is high, and I'm not that kind of gamer.

Thus I decided, oh yeah, D-E-C-I-D-E-D, (but all of the "decided" stuff fade away after few hours) reduce my game time, enjoy the game, and not stress in order to get high level... ^^ I think I can make it, coz I have a game that I really do enjoy, AUDITION ONLINE!! casual music game that is very relax~~ maybe that kind of game suits me more then the competitive MMORPG~~

The first day of Home Alone will be ended with a dinner, bath, and a good night sleep to recharge what I had lost the previous night~~

Episode 2 is round the corner, so check it out! =x

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2007-04-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

woot, decided to hv BBQ on my 20th birthday!! thinking of it, its my first birthday that i celebrate it with my frenz, special~~ i also donno y i came up with that idea~~ anyway stuff to prepare and ppl to call~~ hope the "Sky" give face on tat day, NO RAIN PLZ!!!

PS: Rain = droplets of water from the sky. (not the singer XD)

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2007-04-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

Below is the pict taken last Sunday, performance at Traders Hotel, didn't have the pict during the performance but this is after the performance ^^

Pict of all performers!! (A La Pointe 1 ler)

My Group of performers!! ^^

And I been wondering since Tuesday, my frenz, Curly, we been talking about how to celebrate my 20th birthday. Ya its my 20TH BIRTHDAY!! Then talk about various kind, like go out, dinner, and blablabla~~ but we also came up with the idea of organizing a BBQ party, although I have worries about it cause previously, in any BBQ party, the food is always left over, especially the chicken wings. And I have no idea about what to prepare~~ So the idea is still in pending~~

Give me suggestion ba!!

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2007-04-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

phew, such a relief~~ this month LAST performance, finish d YAY!
Some trouble though, Ms Vennessa, didnt giv early notice that she's not coming, letting us struggle to re-suit ourselves to the new formation, and 1 thing i notice, air-con in hotel is not necessary cold, coz ITS FREAKING HOT during our run stage, damn donno how much can save for opening the air-con for few hours earlier~~ jeezzz
Anyway after that its ok, but there are some error here and there in the dance, but luckily nobody stop half way~~ ^^ Its a success in the end~~ wee
Nex month we are goin to learn some new dances, I hope we are not doin the "CandyMan" dance XP

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2007-04-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

This song is what Khai Beng chooses for the dance, its fast, wild and WILD~~ ~.~"

2007-04-19T09:40:00.000+08:00

yAY!!!! Finally finish exam d!! Got 2 weeks holiday from now on!!! YIPEEE!!!!
and also found something to do, playing Prefect World now ^^

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2007-04-17T09:53:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my last exam and my nightmare, MATHS!!! i onli noe half of it, the harder part onli 50-50~ T.T dont noe wat to do tmr~~~

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2007-04-16T07:03:00.000+08:00

Todays my exam day, its on circuit and system, or better known as C&S. the weather is terrible, rain and big winds, its goin to be very very cool inside there (exam hall) Haiz, donno if i'm prepared, still have the last few parts not so sure~~~ T.T
Hope its goin to be easy~~

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2007-04-15T11:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday morning, not feeling too good, maybe because i ate too many hot, fried food the previous day, and felt odd on my tougue. The performance was ok, "fun", and "cold". And i learn to interpret Mr. Khai Beng meaning of "all young spectators" and "cold environment". Yes, the spectators were indeed "YOUNG" and the place was indeed "COLD" ~.~"
But lucky me, no need makeup *YAY* After the performance we had tea break supplied by them, but all FRIED FOODS *ZzZzZ* so can't eat, only ate fruits ~.~""
Then when out with frenz~~
Benjamin do promise me to send me the videos, will post up soon~~

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2007-04-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the day, performing DAY, and I'M IN CHARGE!! Khai Beng is not going so I have to do his part, I donno if i'm goin to do it or jerk it ~.~" and its in the afternoon and the time is TIGHT!! Muz reach at 2.45pm, our first dance at 3.15pm and second dance at 3.45pm. There's no time to do makeup or anything~~ haiz~~ I'm goin to go there earlier and do my hair and makeup, luckily this time, makeup dont need "thick thick" ^^"

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2007-04-13T09:42:00.000+08:00

This saturday got performance AGAIN~~ this time is at YMCA in the afternoon, donno wat function is it but i think its charity kua~~ btw hope later today i can finish "polish-ing" some of the steps in both dance for the 2 ppl, i dont wan to dance with little ppl in it ~.~"

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2007-04-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

curious, on y Khai Beng gave me 1 day to teach them the steps in "Shift_Passion" whereas in 1 and an half hour, i onli done teaching the "Get A Head In the Game" part. Although the step is not perfect yet, but they learned very fast!! They already get the overall idea of the steps and the timing right... Good luck to them all on Thursday, hope can finish the dance and perform on Saturday, if not the performing team will be onli 4 people or less~~

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2007-04-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

Woot~~~~ Finish my dance performance at USM today~!!! What a relief~~ phew~
Went there directly after the jazz class~~ when me and benjamin ( the only 2 boys i saw there ), wanted to change to our costume, we follow them to dressing room BUT we were not told that the dressing is for GIRLS ONLY!! then we walk in like idiots and watch the girls do their stuff.
Lucky or not lucky, i let u decide, that time, nobody is changing clothes~~ phew~ then we change clothes and go run stage and so and so~~~

There was disaster happened during a ballet performance by our A La Pointe performance, donno which stupid idiot who took control of the music suddenly turn the music off IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DANCE !@#$%#$$@#$ so lame~~ but luckily they manage to pull that off, they are "pro" afterall XD

Then its our first dance, "Shift_Passion". The DJ or whoever is another stupid idiot who DO NOT CONTROL THE VOLUME CORRECTLY!!! miss a little in the beginning but get back on track after a few moments. After that the whole dance go smoothly~~

The second dance, "Wait A Minute". No problem on this ( maybe we train on this A LOT MORE then "Shift_Passion" ^^) Rutney is like no bones, her body isolation is like a snake (OMG!!!)

Anyway its a fun experiance, Khai Beng got the videos of 3 of the dance I mention, maybe post it later~~ Below is some of the pict~~

At the A La Pointe waiting room~~

Tracy helping out on makeup~~

Me and Ben after set hair and makeup~~

"Wait A Minute" Dance Team
From Left:
Tracy, Ben, Me, Rutney, Chantini, Jewel, Chai Ying (Amanda and Andria missing)

Closer Look ^^

Thats all for now~~

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2007-04-07T09:58:00.000+08:00

Last nite, donno why can't sleep after coming back from the dance rehersal, may be nervous or something else donno~~ but after rumbling on bed for about an hour i decide to get up do someting else, then i watch the movie "Pursuit of Happyness" yes its a "Y" instead of "I" ~.~"
but the movie is very touching, my tears almost drop, i never felt that way for abt 5 yrs d~~ recommended for those who never saw tat movie~~

and my dance performance is tonite 9-11pm~~ wish me luck~~ XP

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2007-04-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

So this is my dance costume for "Wait A Minute" dance

This is my "Shift Passion" dance costume

This is the hairstyle I wish to set on that day

So the picture~~ as promise XD~~

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2007-04-05T10:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday when to buy the clothes but because its late, most shop are close so we (the 2 boys in the team) have to wear LADIES CLOTHES!!! Its damn tight, no saiz onli free saiz >.<" Later i post the pict up. T.T

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2007-04-04T10:56:00.000+08:00

tonite goin to get the clothes for the "Wait a Minute" dance~~ generally is a jeans, a singlet top or maybe 2 with different colour~~

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2007-04-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

Yipee!! I'm have a spot in the dance at this week, 7 Apr, at USM!! Yes!! Looking forward for that day!! ^^

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2007-03-31T05:34:00.000+08:00

woot~~ blogskin finally changed after few months~~ ^^

2007-03-25T11:04:00.000+08:00

Juz finish "cheng beng", this year workload is little compare to the few years ago. Juz pluck some grass, clear some soil, add some "yellow paper", pay and wait... Then move to another grave and so and so~~

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